Friday, July 20, 2007

time to breathe

We've just returned from MD Anderson Hospital in Houston, riding on a cloud because my husband, Hans, had clean scans.
Cancer FREE!

For several weeks now I've been going through the motions of life, but not really feeling it. Fear shuts me down.
And I was completely terrified that the cancer was back, taking hold somewhere in his body. The almost 2 years of remission seemed too good to be true last week. I've read too many stories of people not making it this far with the same cancer.
But enough of that!
Layers of dust are being lifted from my mind. I'm so freaking happy.

The world feels a bit brighter today.


And now I'm taking my coffee here and I'm going to do some actual sewing.

There are Lumplings waiting to be born!

Happy happy little fuzzy Lumplings...just like me.

10 comments:

kim said...

Let me be the first (of many!) to congratulate you! It is such a pleasure to read your stories of a happy family so clearly in love with life and one another, and so I'm thrilled you can get back to fully living your life, fear-free, once again. Enjoy your summer :-)

Belle-ah said...

I am so happy for you all.

KSedlak said...

I am so glad to hear that your husband's scan came back clear and that you are all feeling well.
God Bless you all and I hope to hear more good news as time goes on.
Hugs to you all
Karen

emily said...

clear scans are such a great thing! coming from a daughter of survivor! congratulations!!

mo said...

What incredibly wonderful news. I am a lurker who peeps in from time to time but I have been following since the beginning and am so genuinely thrilled for you and your beautiful family!

Katie said...

I quietly check in with you occasionally, but had to speak up just now and tell you how happy I am for you and your family. Good good news.

Bettsi McComb said...

Oh man, that is really good news, Amy! I am so happy for all of you. Wishing you many more good clean scans!
((((((hugs))))))

Melissa Lobdell, Little Melfred's Studio said...

What an absolutely perfect gift!!! Absolutely thrilled for you hubby and your family!!!! xo-Mel

Randi said...

I am new to your blog but i just wanted to say that i am glad that your news was good regarding your hubby! God bless you.

Saucy said...

How simply wonderful! What a relief. I hope you enjoyed the rest of your summer and relished in this precious gift of life! xoxoox